TO MY LITTLE ANGEL “ ALVIN”
Born 28/04/2013 – 11/03/2014
The day I held you in my arms you were the most precious little thing I layed my eyes on. You brought so much love into our home. Mommy miss you every day and there is something missing in my life which is you. I am so sorry I could not do more for you when you left me that day, every time I think of that day it tears me apart thinking that I could not do anything for you.
Every morning I go to your little photo that I have on the fireplace and say good morning to you and every night I go and say good night to you. I know you are in doggy heaven, and that you are happy, but I miss your kisses that you gave me and you use to snuggle up next to me in bed every night in the middle between me and daddy lying so close to me that I can still feel your little body next to mine. I don’t know when the pain will ease, if it ever will, because up until now I cry everyday wishing you were still here. The other children in the house your friends also miss you, they bring some comfort to me when I cry about you and miss you. We speak about you every day, and your face is on my computer, so when I look at you I remember all the joy and happiness that you have given me. You loved to eat the bugs outside and I remember when the bee stung you on your nose, you were so disgusted that daddy had to help you to take the barb out of your nose. Mommy kept it and we put it in your little memories album. You loved to play outside, digging holes in the grass and run around and barking at the other dogs when they pass the gate. You were so small that when you stood at the gate on you back paws you could just see through it into the street to see the other dogs walking pass.
So my boy I hope that you miss me as much as I miss you and I know that we will meet one day again, and we will be happy together. Just remember mommy loves you very much and will always love you, you are forever in my heart.
